Halloween went good...the kids got a lot of candy, I admit that I am eating more of it then they are. :p
I have decided today that I am going to quit cold turkey and stop smoking! I am sick of wasting money and I can not think about getting cancer and leaving my kids behind. With all this stuff with my step dad finding out he has cancer has made me really think about how I should quit smoking to better my life. So after tonight I am not smoking anymore. It cost us too much each week to smoke and it really is a freaking waste of money. I pay $7 a pack almost....crazy right!!! So with all that stuff, I am done. I will not fail in my quest either. I have quit many times before but for some dumb reason I started up again. I hate smoking in public and I am ashamed of smoking so why do I even do it? I have no idea...all I know is that it makes me feel sick when I quit because it is an addiction...an evil addiction! I think I have the strength to get through it though this time. I do not want to get cancer and die and I don't my kids to think smoking is cool or anything like that. Anyways...I am going to get my youngest something to eat and send her to bed...then I am heading to bed myself.
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